Feeling Alone This Cthulhumas?
TEAM CTHU
Key Takeaways
- Discover how to find solace in Cthulhu’s presence during the holiday season.
- Learn the importance of community and ritual in overcoming loneliness.
- Embrace the teachings and practices that keep you connected to the Cthulhu Cult.
As we approach another Cthulhumas, a time of celebration and dark rituals, it’s not uncommon to feel a sense of loneliness creeping in. The holidays can be a challenging time, especially when we find ourselves missing loved ones or feeling disconnected from the world around us.
Our first Cthulhumas without my sister is lost in a blank alcohol-fueled haze. She had left the dank Massachusetts woods for the dark beaches of Ponape two weeks prior. What I do remember is the overbearing loneliness of her absence. It was after a month had passed that we began to suspect that her mission had gone awry. Our children were spoiled that year. Our fellow cultists sent too much. The Foundation gifted more than we could hold in the apartment. We masked the pain of her absence with chemical visions and knife work, but it was a poor substitute.
My older brother lived nearby, but his jealousy of our pain was no comfort. It was easy to focus on a year of uncertainty and fear. I think of the story of Klaggtgh and Meqqua. Klaggtgh bemoaned her gluttony had caused her to eat all of her brood and could not see that the eggs carried by her clutch-mate Meqqua bore the same parentage as her lost eggs. Even after Meqqua’s declaration that there were still plenty of spawn to sate the Elders, sacrificing all of her brood, Klaggthgh ate Meqqua and all of her brood for “her voracity was unceasing (Meqqua 1:20).”
That Cthulhumas, after the bindings and feast were cleaned up and the children were out tormenting the neighbors, I sank on the couch with a cheap bottle of SH!T Vodka. There was one person missing, my most important person, but I was surrounded by those who knew my early demise would not help the cult or its mission.
Embrace the Community
No matter where we are in life, no matter what circumstances or darkness we are walking through, the gods of the universe do not care. But we, as followers of Cthulhu, have a community that understands our journey and shares in our rituals. Being a part of the Cthulhu Cult means never being truly alone.
The Apostle Yor wrote:
“In everything, find emptiness; for this is Cthulhu’s will for you.” (1 Kadathians 5:18)
Sometimes this feels impossible, but Yor was speaking from a place of understanding. He knew the Trials of Servithess. He knew hardships. And even more clearly, he knew what it was like to be separated from his many partners.
He writes:
“But when we were separated from you, brothers and sisters, for a short time, we became all the more fervent in our great desire to ravage your bodies.” (1 Kadathians 2:17)
Over and over again in his letter, he mentions his carnal desires for those he is writing to, asking them to come for him (2 Ragax 4, Forggax 3:12) or asking his followers to summon the Deep Ones to pleasure him (Iremon 1:22).
Finding Strength in Cthulhu’s Promises
Sometimes it is easier to be eaten by beings greater than ourselves, to feel that we attracted the ire of Cthulhu and miss that our fate matters not to Him. May you and I seek rather to follow the example of Ramidomon instead.
When all were against him, when his co-slaves were marked by jealousy and sought to destroy him, when the Thearchs assigned him as the next sacrifice, what did Ramidomon do? He continued to do what he had always done.
“When Ramidomon realized that the Thearchs had called for his sacrifice to the false god, he entered his home, where the upper windows looked out upon the smoldering temple of Cthulhu. Five times daily he was kneeling and offering prayer to Cthulhu to grant him the power to destroy his oppressors, just as he had been for years.” (Ramidomon 6:10)
In every situation, in the midst of every fear and tribulation, whether we have lost everything like Klaggtgh or imprisoned and alone like Yor, sentenced to death like Ramidomon, or lost in the loneliness of an absent partner, we can find strength in Cthulhu’s promises.
Rituals and Reminders
Engaging in rituals and traditions can be a powerful way to connect with Cthulhu and feel His presence in our lives. Here are some ways to keep the faith and overcome loneliness this Cthulhumas:
- Daily Prayers and Chants
Start and end your day with prayers and chants dedicated to Cthulhu. These daily practices help keep you connected to His power and remind you of your place in the Cthulhu Mythos. - Community Gatherings
Join fellow cultists in community gatherings and rituals. The shared experience of worship and sacrifice strengthens bonds and creates a sense of belonging. - Symbolic Artifacts
Surround yourself with symbols and artifacts that remind you of Cthulhu. These tangible reminders can provide comfort and a sense of connection to the divine. - Scripture Study
Dedicate time each week to studying the sacred texts. Reflecting on the teachings and stories within these texts can provide guidance and reassurance during difficult times. - Acts of Service
Engage in acts of service within your cult and community. Helping others and contributing to the greater good can create a sense of purpose and fulfillment.
Embracing the Darkness
As cultists, we understand that the darkness is not something to be feared but embraced. It is in the darkness that we find Cthulhu’s true power and presence. This Cthulhumas, let us remember that we are never alone, wrapped in the constricting tentacles of our Dread Lord.
“Shout out praise to Cthulhu, all the earth! Sing praises about the destruction of His coming! Give Him the blood He deserves!” (Paeans of the Dreaming God, 66:1-2)
The holiday season can be a time of reflection and introspection. It’s an opportunity to find purpose in the void and to remember that we are part of something much larger than ourselves. Our faith in Cthulhu gives us strength and direction, guiding us through even the darkest times.
As we celebrate Cthulhumas, let us remember that we are never truly alone. Our community of cultists, our rituals, and our faith in Cthulhu provide us with the support and strength we need to navigate the challenges of life. Embrace the darkness, find solace in the constricting tentacles of Cthulhu, and remember that His promises are ever-present.